M88 Aspac Jakarta Seri 1 Malang 2013-2014

Garnier BB Cream Review

After take long time, I decided to buy Garnier Blemish Balm (BB) Cream Miracle Skin Perfector SPF 21 PA++, exactly I'm not type of person who likes to switch beauty products just by advice from others. I select and use products that really fit and comfortable with my skin. Though expensive, but good for its benefits, then it's no problem. But somehow, I'm curious with BB Cream from Garnier, because I am a user of Garnier Facial Foam too. Okay, let's start review this product! :)

The advantages that offered by the product:

1. Brighten your skin tone

2. Coverage of imperfections and smooth face lines

3. Protect from sun rays (as it has an SPF 21)

4. 24 hours hydration

5. Vitamin C + mineral pigments

6. Dermatologist tested for safety

Then, I applied to my skin. FYI, my skin color is skin color of Indonesian people generally, brown, tanned brown. My skin is normal, not too much oil, not dry also.

after apply on my skin

And...

I think the cream looks thick. The tube has a flip top lid. It doesnt feel like you are wearing anything at all on your skin. For a person like me who likes minimum foundation or base specially in summers this product is heavenly for me. Instantly, my skin looks naturally more even, radiant and smooth. The price is also very cheap compared to other BB Cream :D

But, then I think, it has many shortages also, like:

* It can not cover all the flaws in the face, just for an hours then if you go out under the brightly sun, it will    quickly fade :D

* Its cream dries quickly, and can not be perfect evenly.

* For those with dark skin and excess oil, I don't recommend to use this product. 

And after I tried this product one, I think, I am still in love with Maybelline BB Cream :) 

 

 

 

Top Highlight Reel NBL Indonesia 2013

These is the top highlight reel of NBL Indonesia 2013. 

First one's from the rookie of CLS Knights Surabaya, Arif Hidayat, jersey number #11. He joined CLS Knights this season, and he started his debut as rookie on proffesional basketball player this year at Malang. Welcome Arif! Cekidot!

Second, from the most manly player that I love :p Fandi Andika Ramadhani, a.k.a Rama, jersey number #12 from ASPAC Jakarta. Just adore him so much! Speechless haha.

The third, from CLS Knights again, Andrie Ekayana a.k.a Ko Yayan, jersey number #31

Last, from Pelita Jaya, Andy Poedjakesuma a.k.a Batam, jersey number #5. Sadly, he might be absent for this season because he got injury at Malang Seri. Get well soon Batam!

That's all!

Which is My 15 Years Style Bla Bla Bla...

I really dont have any idea when I see some artist on "Insert" infotainment today. There's discuss about make up and fashion style by some girls. They are younger then me, I mean, their age are like my sister, between 14-18 but omg, they really looks like 30 years old or maybe more -______- (and then I am feeling lol-oh-so-lost, haha).  

I really can't understand when one of that girls says like these: 

"Look. Which is my 15 years style will different with my 17 years style. When I was 15 years, I curly my hair and use the pinky-girly-dress. Now, which is I am 17 years, and I make my hair straight, I wont wear blinky-winky-brightly-dress again. Which is my 17 years style it also will different with my next 18 years sytle, you know. Just see this, my new look. Isn't look different from ago? Yeah surely, I will look different at 19 years too."

Say which is which is which is WHAT?! OMG! HAHAHAHAHAHA.... really, I laugh loud at her! I dunno whether it is me that looks same as always I was 17 or what else thing. But, really, people who dunno my age will guess I am younger than my age now. And maybe people will says I look younger then that girl. Lol.

I think that way:

LOL!

Yah, as you guys know, 14, 17 years old girls nowadays been looking like 24, 30 years old woman, with all that make up.. Oh hell no! Make up your own mind first. Seriously, you will look like an ugly aunty without your smart brain *upss* Make-up can only make you look pretty on the outside but it doesn’t help if your ugly on the inside, baby. 

And the sadness thing also, nowadays, hijab fashion become a trend-style. But remember, hijab ISN'T SUCH a dress-code to be a fashionista too! Think-well. Dress-up well. Inner better than outer. Be wise. Be elegant. You're pretty enough with your manner, gals!

 

 Because...you know these:

:)

Visited Daddy "At His New Home"

I didn't know why I miss him yesterday, much. I couldn't tell you how was it feels like. But I really want to met him for a while. I really want to hug him, tho it was impossible thing. Yesterday, when I talked to him, my old sister texted me. She said that she miss dad so much, she was crying whole night, til her eyes swollen. She just noticed that dad was not with us again, she just noticed that she couldn't hug him again. Never. I didn't know, at that same time I was also missing my daddy so so so much. At that same time, I knew that my mom and my lil sister were also missing dad. And suddenly, it gave me encouragement to meet him tho for a while, I mean, I needed to meet his grave stone... 

Without take long mind, I persuaded my sister, Rahma, to visit there with me. I knew, she was also missing dad too. At 5 pm, we went from home. Dad's grave just about 2,5 kilometres from home. Arrived there, we prayed to God for him. I prayed for me also. And suddenly, I cried too loud. I reminded all about my false, about all worse that I did times ago. God... I was not good women, I was not good people at all. Really. I want to be good person, start from now. Tho, I already knew, it just started after dad died. I started to be the good one. I promised to God, to myself too. I told Rahma, I was not good as old-sister, ago. But I want to change. And I promised. I never told anyone about "myself" in details. Never. I just kept it by myself. But I realized that was not good at all. And I want to start my new life with my family, my partner, all good people around me. I let go those who are not good for me or those who just criticized me like enemy. They really didn't know about me. So, why I just stuck on what people think about me? It's my new life, and I am happy for that. I found what so called "happiness". Simpy happiness.

I cried loud there, while Rahma just listened to me. I didn't know why I felt so so so sad. New year eve will come soon, and it reminds us about daddy. He always took us to see the firework and the city. Now, noone will take us. And, there was still many things that made me sad. But, it was going ok then. Sometimes, I just going melancholic, if my heart feeling sad. I just need to cry loud like noone hear me. Then, I can survive for mom and my siblings. I love them all.

And, after stayed there for a while, we went to home..

I saw the cleary skies at evening...

The flowers blossom nice...

The fresh air...

The birds sang...

All the wondeful creature by God...

And I am just thankful, because God let me to be the "new" of me....

Regards,

-Bening-

Let's Do Gwiyomi! ^_^

And this is the cartoon version ^^

Gwiyomi means Cutie Song, this is imagine a song that singing by beautiful girl for her boyfriend. With its cutie move hands and cutie expression too.

Just try it! :D lol

I Am Chasing My Dream

I'd love to share you all about my life, may it uplift your life too. I know maybe this is going sound same after you reading so many stories of blog-walking :p I have been practicing all of attraction just for looking what so called 'happiness', but then suddenly, I don't know how, I lost the track and even though I could understand everything what life teaches, I could not feel it. I was laughing on the surface but was silent inside. I could not feel the happiness reach my heart. Really. Every time I was having a problem, I would sit down and tell myself "Believe it, happiness will come, you can over this. You know you are magnificent, no matter who you are and what the job you have". It's not about money at all, it's about gratitude. I thought that so. But I still could not find where's the happiness. Until my step daddy passed away, I felt sorry about him. I never noticed him in my life, I didn't really pay much attention on him. It was heart breaking after I couldn't seen him again in my life, or even just to say "thank you". Then one day I just stopped looking for something which I think it's really stupid. I asked my self: "Looking for what? Happiness? Are you a dumb?" And yeah I just focused on MY SELF since that. Only my self.

Now, looking back, I can see that the universe was shoving me the right way even in this sad moment. I felt so much love for my dad, my mom, my brothers, and my sisters also. I thanked them all for everything they had given to me even with all my family complex-problems. At that time I didn't know anything about "happiness" still, but I felt this peaceful feeling within me and kept telling myself that now my dad will be able to be with me wherever I am and whatever I do because he is always in my heart as my daddy. No matter about "step" word. It's just word. He is always be my daddy. I was lucky to have nice space around me, I felt relax. Even then I felt down because I broke up with my ex, and moreover his family made me down. But then I asked to the universe, "Please show me the right man. wherever you save him for me now!". I thought of making a vision board about all the primary goals I want to achieve and most importantly, the kind of life partner I want and the way I want to our relations to be. And finally the universe played its role, I met someone. God, I just can't believe it! He literally told me everything which I wanted to hear. His characteristics completely matched with the ones I had put up in my vision board. And honestly I am cherishing our relationship. He is an awesome person, treating me like with lots of love and care. :)

I am slowly falling in love with myself. I now enjoy every single day of my life. I am truly grateful for setting my self free, for happiness, for amazing people around me, for only good news around me. I am smiling at life. All is well in my world. I have seen some of the most beautiful butterflies so far in this life journey. Dear the readers everywhere you are, every religion you belief in, I just want you to know, you can get anything and absolutely anything if you know, exactly how or what it would make you feel! And just hold on to that love, that joy, before you realize it, you will have it. JUST ASK to the universe. Just ask, ask, and ask. WITHOUT YOUR LOGIC. You know what, because GOD and the universe work without logic too. You just have to ask WHAT BEST FOR YOU. And BELIEVE on it. You just have to believe and know that some way, somehow, the universe will deliver it for you :)

Thank God

Love, love and just love. 

Xoxo

-as clear as u call my name-

Pretty Is What U R, Beauty Is What U Do With It!

Gals!
You are invited to attend some event? With a-pretty-black-dresscode? And dunno how to make up? Dont worry. I am not good in make up also. LOL.
Just apply quick make up stuff like these, and I am ready to go :D

So, how it looks like?

Remember this one, you are pretty for who you really are! Just cover with your good manner, and you are really to be beauty and worthy :)

Regards!

QuoteOfTheDay: 15.12.13

“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”

Carrie Bradshaw (Sex And The City)

My Dream Catcher

Everyone has their dreams. Everyone has their own dignity. Everyone has their pupose. God created them with a purpose. Noone useless. Noone weak. Noone stronger than other. Human is always human. And I know that. If many people abuse me, I know there are still people who loves me, and their love make me stronger. 

dream catcher

Everyone has their ways. Everyone has their hopes also. And maybe I am the one who has big hopes in my simply way. I do believe upon billions star before God scroll His skies... Noone can knock me down, because I know, tho I live simply, but I have a BIG heart. If I fall, I just need to rise and walk away. If I am in sad, I just need to cry a while and give loud smile to the world later.

I am lucky to have someone beside me now, tho we were far away each other. We give support each other. We love each other. And we have simply think to "see" the world life. Just thank you, thank you, and thank you honey :')

Mine - Petra Sihombing

So What - PinK

So, so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And I don't need you

NBL Indonesia Season 2013-2014

Boulevard

By: Dan Byrd


I don't know why,
you said goodbye
Just let me know you didn't go forever my love
Please tell me why, you make me cry
I beg you please on my knees if that's what you want me to
never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lover again

Just one more chance, another dance
And let me feel it isn't real
that i've been loosing you
this sun will rise within your eyes 
Come back to me and we will be happy together

Never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

Maybe today ill make you stay
A little while just for a smile and love together
For I will show a place I know
In Tokyo where we could be happy forever

Never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

Never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

"Un-break My Heart"

by: Toni Braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry this tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on.... 



 

Indonesia: The Simply Happy Things

These are simple faces. They are far from hedonism, but they believe that they are happy. They are far from government's embraces, but they survive.

NBL Indonesia Game Schedules Season 2013-2014

THE SCHEDULE OF
SPEEDY NBL INDONESIA 2013-2014

PRESEASON TOURNAMENT
Surabaya, 21-29 September 2013

SERI I Malang 16-24 November 2013	SERI IV Bandung 8-16 Maret 2014
SERI II Jakarta 11-19 Januari 2014	SERI V Jakarta 19-27 April 2014
SERI III Solo 8-16 Februari 2014	SERI VI Surabaya 10-18 Mei 2014

CHAMPIONSHIP SERIES
JOGJAKARTA
7-15 Juni 2014

 

 

"Good afternoon everyone! 

Arreeee you ready for NBL INDONESIA season 2013-2014???"

Check the schedules above,

aaaannnddd DON'T MISS IT!!! 

The Dawn Attack

Hallo! Actually it's been quite long time I want to write this post, but I have too much forget than what I remember :p So, tonight, as long as I remember, I'll write little. I encountered this incident by myself. This is related with politics. 

At this time, the election environment gets hotter. Many legislative candidates popping up their campaign by large billboards that displayed in some protocol streets. Not only that. In fact, individuals who declared himself as candidate president in upcoming elections, also start popping up by many media. The main media that able to reach the masses, of course,are televisi and newspaper. Blessed, for those candidates who have ubstantial capital stock in the media industry, especially in broadcasting media and print media. Surely, they have space campaign that much larger than other candidates. Although the Broadcasting Commission and the Press Council had set and stated explicitly, that media should remain professional and neutral from any political. But nonetheless, there are some media that implicitly give the pro to one candidate (ie, they are the capital owner of that media). Besides, one of dirty tricks that they used (for those who have substantial capital) is ... dawn attack using media. If you ask, how about the example? I will answer through this story below.

Our family has long subscribed to local newspaper. Every morning around 7am, paperboy will deliver to our house. I know, that the company was not only rise one newspaper brand (like what we subscribe), but there are also some brand rised by the company. If there is promo for other newspapers to promote their new brand, they will inform to customer (either by an official announcement in newspaper, or from the paperboy). The funny thing is, sometimes, I found that our newspaper subscriptions replaced with another newspaper brand (which is clearly NOT a part of brand that raised by the company). Initially, I thought there must be mistake of paperboy. But, it did not only take once, twice times. But after I met discrepancy, I suspect a "bad thing" happen here. My feeling as a communication graduate sticking, especially since I'm studying political science too, specifically the science of political communication. I feel that it related with "someone" a.k.a capital owners. I tried to do investigation by myself, if the "newspaper-exchanged" incident is repeated again, so my guess could be said getting closer to the truth.

Aaaannndddd, my guess was right! The incident happened again few days ago! Even though I asked paperboy, he would not understand, because he just took from the agent. Interestingly, it turns out the paper show profiles one candidates clearly in some pages. So? What game this is?!

Indonesia NBL 3x3 Team Goes To Valdivostok!

Great!! Finally, Indonesia NBL 3x3 Team goes to Rusia, precisely to Vladisvostok. They will represent Indonesia to attend Pacific Open basketball tournament. But in this time there ware pretty shocking thing, what is that? The answer is, the 3x3 team left without 3x3 Wijaya Saputra (guard CLS Knights) participation. Ko Wijin can't join his team because he not getting permission from the club. Dunno about the reasons of CLS Knights. This is very unfortunate news. After all, he also took part in contributed his skills so that Indonesia 3x3 Team won FIBA World 3x3 Tournament in Tokyo in 2012 ago. This is the rooster  Indonesia 3x3 Team:

• Vinton Nolland Surawi (power forward Garuda Kukar Bandung),

• Fandi Andhika Ramadhani (forward Dell Aspac Jakarta),

• Rizky Effendi (forward Dell Aspac Jakarta).

 And here there are photos Indonesia 3x3 Team in Tokyo 2012 ago :)

Ko Wijin pose as the winner

The Team!

Expression by the Team

Left-Right: Rama, Rizky, Vinton and Ko Wijin :)

Playlist Today: It Will Rain

Hi! Now, I'll post lyrics "It Will Rain" a song from Bruno Mars that I loved. This song represents my feelings which bit messed up this time.. :')

lt Will Rain

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making
To keep you by my side
And keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
ah ,Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I were in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Saying there goes my little girl
walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain

Ooooh Don't just say
goodbye, don't just say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain, rain...

Black Campaign in Independence Day Celebrations

Sorry if this time I wrote bit thing that smells political. However, I learned lot about politics in college. Ok, start from one activities in my hometown. The event was organized by citizens to celebrate Indonesia Independence Day. So last month.  

Incidentally, I was one activists in my neighborhood. So, I have contributed as committee in some events. Before, we worked hard to raise funds from some events too. We also raise some funds from citizens, without limiting the amount. Until we collected sum money that we need for organizing event. Finally, came the day when event was held. But from some meetings which held before, there are some peculiarity person. When we were getting set up decorations for event which held in the evening, what we found were very miserable. How did not? The decorations which supposed to be filled with "knick-knacks" of Indonesia Independence Day (such as red-white flags, symbols of independence celebrations, etc) become an arena for displaying attributes of one political party. GREAT!  

There are one person who had power, which tried to occupy the event, and setting up into a black campaign for one Major Candidates. We've been trying to get rid some attributes (one of the most striking are the PICTURE of candidates). Whatever the power we had, it turns out "he" was set up the event such-that, and-so-did the event was aimed (did not else and did not instead of) to CAMPAIGN The Candidates! In fact, since beginning, "this people" volunteered himself became MC event. It turns out, the event led to "the mass hypnosis process". Well..... I thought this guy bit SICK! And the fact was true. 
I personally condemned party which hijacking public funds for benefit of the party!!

Indonesia National Basketball Team for SEA Games 2013 in Myanmar

Before joining SEA Games in December 2013 at Myanmar, Indonesia National Basketball Team doing training camp to build strategy and reinforcement of physical players. The rooster:

Number    Position          Name                Birth Date                         Height                           Club

1.            Guard      Andakara Prastawa       16 Agustus 1992              177 cm              Dell Aspac

2.            Guard      Kelly Purwanto               3 Agustus 1983               176 cm              Pelita Jaya Esia

3.            Guard      Xaverius Prawiro           30 Desember 1986           181 cm              Dell Aspac

4.            Guard      Vamiga Michel               20 Oktober 1992             192 cm            Satria Muda Britama

5.            Guard      Respati Ragil                     3 April 1991                  180 cm           Satya Wacana

6.            Guard      Arki Dikania                     15 Maret 1988               188 cm          Satria Muda Britama

7.            Guard      Bonanza Siregar              8 Desember 1987            192 cm           Satria Muda Britama

8.            Guard      Rachmad Febri                8 Februari 1985               180 cm                CLS Knights

9.            Forward        Kaleb Ramot              30 Mei 1991                   183 cm               Metro Bandung

10.          Forwad          Tony Agus                 2 Januari 1986                 191 cm                CLS Knights

11.          Forward         Yanuar Dwi               11 Januari 1989               190 cm            Bima Sakti Malang

12.          Forward         Galank Gunawan       13 Juni 1987                     194 cm         Satria Muda Britama

13.          Froward          Pringgo Wibowo        27 Juni 1987                    190 cm                Dell Aspac

14.          Forward          Cristian Ronaldo Sitepu    27 Oktober 1986       200 cm          Indonesia Warrios

15.          Center             Adhi Pratama Prasetyo      31 Maret 1993          197 cm       Hangtuah Sumsel

16.          Center             Ferdinand Damanik          15 April 1988             196 cm            Pelita Jaya Esia

Manager Team                  : Irawan Haryono

Head Coach                       : Tjetjep Firmansyah

Coach Assistant 1            : Octaviarro Romely Tamtelahitu

Coach Assistant 2            : Ricky Gunawan

Just after trial match from Philippines, the head coach, Tjetjep cross out four name of the players. (Look above). Then, the head coach will cross out one more player again, so the total number of players is 12. 

The main thing that so exciting here is, Ayah Febri #10 CLS Knights appointment as national team captain. Yay!! Congratulations ayah! Do your best!