M88 Aspac Jakarta Seri 1 Malang 2013-2014

Garnier BB Cream Review

After take long time, I decided to buy Garnier Blemish Balm (BB) Cream Miracle Skin Perfector SPF 21 PA++, exactly I'm not type of person who likes to switch beauty products just by advice from others. I select and use products that really fit and comfortable with my skin. Though expensive, but good for its benefits, then it's no problem. But somehow, I'm curious with BB Cream from Garnier, because I am a user of Garnier Facial Foam too. Okay, let's start review this product! :)

The advantages that offered by the product:

1. Brighten your skin tone

2. Coverage of imperfections and smooth face lines

3. Protect from sun rays (as it has an SPF 21)

4. 24 hours hydration

5. Vitamin C + mineral pigments

6. Dermatologist tested for safety

Then, I applied to my skin. FYI, my skin color is skin color of Indonesian people generally, brown, tanned brown. My skin is normal, not too much oil, not dry also.

after apply on my skin

And...

I think the cream looks thick. The tube has a flip top lid. It doesnt feel like you are wearing anything at all on your skin. For a person like me who likes minimum foundation or base specially in summers this product is heavenly for me. Instantly, my skin looks naturally more even, radiant and smooth. The price is also very cheap compared to other BB Cream :D

But, then I think, it has many shortages also, like:

* It can not cover all the flaws in the face, just for an hours then if you go out under the brightly sun, it will    quickly fade :D

* Its cream dries quickly, and can not be perfect evenly.

* For those with dark skin and excess oil, I don't recommend to use this product. 

And after I tried this product one, I think, I am still in love with Maybelline BB Cream :) 

 

 

 

Top Highlight Reel NBL Indonesia 2013

These is the top highlight reel of NBL Indonesia 2013. 

First one's from the rookie of CLS Knights Surabaya, Arif Hidayat, jersey number #11. He joined CLS Knights this season, and he started his debut as rookie on proffesional basketball player this year at Malang. Welcome Arif! Cekidot!

Second, from the most manly player that I love :p Fandi Andika Ramadhani, a.k.a Rama, jersey number #12 from ASPAC Jakarta. Just adore him so much! Speechless haha.

The third, from CLS Knights again, Andrie Ekayana a.k.a Ko Yayan, jersey number #31

Last, from Pelita Jaya, Andy Poedjakesuma a.k.a Batam, jersey number #5. Sadly, he might be absent for this season because he got injury at Malang Seri. Get well soon Batam!

That's all!

Which is My 15 Years Style Bla Bla Bla...

I really dont have any idea when I see some artist on "Insert" infotainment today. There's discuss about make up and fashion style by some girls. They are younger then me, I mean, their age are like my sister, between 14-18 but omg, they really looks like 30 years old or maybe more -______- (and then I am feeling lol-oh-so-lost, haha).  

I really can't understand when one of that girls says like these: 

"Look. Which is my 15 years style will different with my 17 years style. When I was 15 years, I curly my hair and use the pinky-girly-dress. Now, which is I am 17 years, and I make my hair straight, I wont wear blinky-winky-brightly-dress again. Which is my 17 years style it also will different with my next 18 years sytle, you know. Just see this, my new look. Isn't look different from ago? Yeah surely, I will look different at 19 years too."

Say which is which is which is WHAT?! OMG! HAHAHAHAHAHA.... really, I laugh loud at her! I dunno whether it is me that looks same as always I was 17 or what else thing. But, really, people who dunno my age will guess I am younger than my age now. And maybe people will says I look younger then that girl. Lol.

I think that way:

LOL!

Yah, as you guys know, 14, 17 years old girls nowadays been looking like 24, 30 years old woman, with all that make up.. Oh hell no! Make up your own mind first. Seriously, you will look like an ugly aunty without your smart brain *upss* Make-up can only make you look pretty on the outside but it doesn’t help if your ugly on the inside, baby. 

And the sadness thing also, nowadays, hijab fashion become a trend-style. But remember, hijab ISN'T SUCH a dress-code to be a fashionista too! Think-well. Dress-up well. Inner better than outer. Be wise. Be elegant. You're pretty enough with your manner, gals!

 

 Because...you know these:

:)

Visited Daddy "At His New Home"

I didn't know why I miss him yesterday, much. I couldn't tell you how was it feels like. But I really want to met him for a while. I really want to hug him, tho it was impossible thing. Yesterday, when I talked to him, my old sister texted me. She said that she miss dad so much, she was crying whole night, til her eyes swollen. She just noticed that dad was not with us again, she just noticed that she couldn't hug him again. Never. I didn't know, at that same time I was also missing my daddy so so so much. At that same time, I knew that my mom and my lil sister were also missing dad. And suddenly, it gave me encouragement to meet him tho for a while, I mean, I needed to meet his grave stone... 

Without take long mind, I persuaded my sister, Rahma, to visit there with me. I knew, she was also missing dad too. At 5 pm, we went from home. Dad's grave just about 2,5 kilometres from home. Arrived there, we prayed to God for him. I prayed for me also. And suddenly, I cried too loud. I reminded all about my false, about all worse that I did times ago. God... I was not good women, I was not good people at all. Really. I want to be good person, start from now. Tho, I already knew, it just started after dad died. I started to be the good one. I promised to God, to myself too. I told Rahma, I was not good as old-sister, ago. But I want to change. And I promised. I never told anyone about "myself" in details. Never. I just kept it by myself. But I realized that was not good at all. And I want to start my new life with my family, my partner, all good people around me. I let go those who are not good for me or those who just criticized me like enemy. They really didn't know about me. So, why I just stuck on what people think about me? It's my new life, and I am happy for that. I found what so called "happiness". Simpy happiness.

I cried loud there, while Rahma just listened to me. I didn't know why I felt so so so sad. New year eve will come soon, and it reminds us about daddy. He always took us to see the firework and the city. Now, noone will take us. And, there was still many things that made me sad. But, it was going ok then. Sometimes, I just going melancholic, if my heart feeling sad. I just need to cry loud like noone hear me. Then, I can survive for mom and my siblings. I love them all.

And, after stayed there for a while, we went to home..

I saw the cleary skies at evening...

The flowers blossom nice...

The fresh air...

The birds sang...

All the wondeful creature by God...

And I am just thankful, because God let me to be the "new" of me....

Regards,

-Bening-

Let's Do Gwiyomi! ^_^

And this is the cartoon version ^^

Gwiyomi means Cutie Song, this is imagine a song that singing by beautiful girl for her boyfriend. With its cutie move hands and cutie expression too.

Just try it! :D lol

I Am Chasing My Dream

I'd love to share you all about my life, may it uplift your life too. I know maybe this is going sound same after you reading so many stories of blog-walking :p I have been practicing all of attraction just for looking what so called 'happiness', but then suddenly, I don't know how, I lost the track and even though I could understand everything what life teaches, I could not feel it. I was laughing on the surface but was silent inside. I could not feel the happiness reach my heart. Really. Every time I was having a problem, I would sit down and tell myself "Believe it, happiness will come, you can over this. You know you are magnificent, no matter who you are and what the job you have". It's not about money at all, it's about gratitude. I thought that so. But I still could not find where's the happiness. Until my step daddy passed away, I felt sorry about him. I never noticed him in my life, I didn't really pay much attention on him. It was heart breaking after I couldn't seen him again in my life, or even just to say "thank you". Then one day I just stopped looking for something which I think it's really stupid. I asked my self: "Looking for what? Happiness? Are you a dumb?" And yeah I just focused on MY SELF since that. Only my self.

Now, looking back, I can see that the universe was shoving me the right way even in this sad moment. I felt so much love for my dad, my mom, my brothers, and my sisters also. I thanked them all for everything they had given to me even with all my family complex-problems. At that time I didn't know anything about "happiness" still, but I felt this peaceful feeling within me and kept telling myself that now my dad will be able to be with me wherever I am and whatever I do because he is always in my heart as my daddy. No matter about "step" word. It's just word. He is always be my daddy. I was lucky to have nice space around me, I felt relax. Even then I felt down because I broke up with my ex, and moreover his family made me down. But then I asked to the universe, "Please show me the right man. wherever you save him for me now!". I thought of making a vision board about all the primary goals I want to achieve and most importantly, the kind of life partner I want and the way I want to our relations to be. And finally the universe played its role, I met someone. God, I just can't believe it! He literally told me everything which I wanted to hear. His characteristics completely matched with the ones I had put up in my vision board. And honestly I am cherishing our relationship. He is an awesome person, treating me like with lots of love and care. :)

I am slowly falling in love with myself. I now enjoy every single day of my life. I am truly grateful for setting my self free, for happiness, for amazing people around me, for only good news around me. I am smiling at life. All is well in my world. I have seen some of the most beautiful butterflies so far in this life journey. Dear the readers everywhere you are, every religion you belief in, I just want you to know, you can get anything and absolutely anything if you know, exactly how or what it would make you feel! And just hold on to that love, that joy, before you realize it, you will have it. JUST ASK to the universe. Just ask, ask, and ask. WITHOUT YOUR LOGIC. You know what, because GOD and the universe work without logic too. You just have to ask WHAT BEST FOR YOU. And BELIEVE on it. You just have to believe and know that some way, somehow, the universe will deliver it for you :)

Thank God

Love, love and just love. 

Xoxo

-as clear as u call my name-

Pretty Is What U R, Beauty Is What U Do With It!

Gals!
You are invited to attend some event? With a-pretty-black-dresscode? And dunno how to make up? Dont worry. I am not good in make up also. LOL.
Just apply quick make up stuff like these, and I am ready to go :D

So, how it looks like?

Remember this one, you are pretty for who you really are! Just cover with your good manner, and you are really to be beauty and worthy :)

Regards!

QuoteOfTheDay: 15.12.13

“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”

Carrie Bradshaw (Sex And The City)

My Dream Catcher

Everyone has their dreams. Everyone has their own dignity. Everyone has their pupose. God created them with a purpose. Noone useless. Noone weak. Noone stronger than other. Human is always human. And I know that. If many people abuse me, I know there are still people who loves me, and their love make me stronger. 

dream catcher

Everyone has their ways. Everyone has their hopes also. And maybe I am the one who has big hopes in my simply way. I do believe upon billions star before God scroll His skies... Noone can knock me down, because I know, tho I live simply, but I have a BIG heart. If I fall, I just need to rise and walk away. If I am in sad, I just need to cry a while and give loud smile to the world later.

I am lucky to have someone beside me now, tho we were far away each other. We give support each other. We love each other. And we have simply think to "see" the world life. Just thank you, thank you, and thank you honey :')

Mine - Petra Sihombing